Take me away to wonderland

It does not matter what my name is or what my birth number is. A word, a number. You will always be judged, talked about or looked at. No matter what. Is it because of other people's bitterness, or insecurities that they have to talk behind your back? Or what is it exactly? I hold this tumblr anonymously since I've been betrayed almost all my life when I have told others around me how I feel, what I feel and what I think. Do you keep a secret? - By the way, I you want to tell me a "secret", then you can send me it and I'll post it anonymously (or with your name if you want to).


"But what will that tattoo look like when you’re old?”

"But what will that tattoo —"

"But what will —"

"But —"


Perks of being a schizophrenic


• not
• a
• single
• fucking
• thing.

No, it’s not “interesting” to sense things that probably are not there.
No, it’s not “awesome” to drift between different realities.
No, it’s not “lovely” to think you are something or someone else.
No, it’s not “cute” to sound like an insecure drunk person, all the time.
No, it is NOT glorious to be cursed with a mental illness in general.

Stop this. Please.

My bestfriend is at the hospital in a coma after she got hit by a car. Please reblog this to pray for her.


If you are currently battling a mental disorder of any kind, reblog or like this

I will follow every one of you.

Anonymous:Why are you indulging peoples' "triggers"? If something makes someone uncomfortable, they should get over it or get off the internet.



Okay, had to get that off my chest. 

Let me explain my personal experience with triggers. I have PTSD from hell. I am working with my therapist and psychiatrist to deal with it, but certain things bring me to a very, very bad place. Not “uncomfortable” bad, but flashback-to-horrific-things bad. 

Would you trigger a war vet who you knew couldn’t handle explosions, or would you tell him before you set off fireworks? Obviously, no, you wouldn’t. So why the hell would you trigger a survivor of rape, violence, abuse, or anyone who has gone through the various forms of hell? Why would you induce someone to self harm or to enter a really horrific mental state by bringing it up when you could just type in a little tag?

I do what I can to avoid my triggers. But certain situations, I need a little help. For example, in certain types of cars, I cannot handle sitting in the passenger seat. It’s a hyperventilating, flashback, panic attack sort of deal. So my siblings know to take that seat and just let me sit in the back or drive. Doesn’t inconvinience anyone and makes me a hell of a lot more comfortable and mentally okay.

Basically, why wouldn’t you take five seconds of your time to enter a tag to prevent ruining someone’s day/week/month?